These past couple of nights I was unable to sleep. Maybe it's due to the semester coming to an end. Anxiety. Restlessness. Call it what you will. In my many attempts to try and go to sleep, I found that tiring myself was one of the best ways to put me under.
One way I did that was by looking at all my photos. On my hard drive, this blog and Facebook. Hell, I totally forgot I had a Flickr account! It's really bittersweet whenever I look at my photos these days because I used to shoot a lot. I take a look at the past couple of months and I can only come up with a handful of photos. It's sad and I hate that I've allowed myself to reduce my photography to practically nothing. There is the video thing that I'm into now as I'm getting better at it every day but I need to find that right balance with what I'm growing to love, and what I loved before.
When the semester ends I'll pick up my camera again. Maybe disappear for awhile and start where I left off doing something that gave me solace...made me happy. Then probably I can add more visual content here than early morning ramblings.
One way I did that was by looking at all my photos. On my hard drive, this blog and Facebook. Hell, I totally forgot I had a Flickr account! It's really bittersweet whenever I look at my photos these days because I used to shoot a lot. I take a look at the past couple of months and I can only come up with a handful of photos. It's sad and I hate that I've allowed myself to reduce my photography to practically nothing. There is the video thing that I'm into now as I'm getting better at it every day but I need to find that right balance with what I'm growing to love, and what I loved before.
When the semester ends I'll pick up my camera again. Maybe disappear for awhile and start where I left off doing something that gave me solace...made me happy. Then probably I can add more visual content here than early morning ramblings.